My Best friend, or used to be best friend. I don't know what he would consider me right now gets on my nerves so much.
Honestly he is a cry baby, and everything has to go his way. Like come on now, you're 17 turning 18 in a month and you still get mad because nothing ever goes your way or if you gets your feelings hurt. I'm sorry but you really need to grow up and realize that the world does not involve around you.
I think its pretty pathetic that he's also ignoring my boyfriend who has been his best friend for I don't know how long all because he's mad at me for giving him an opinion that HE ASKED ME for.
How dumb can he be to get mad over an opinion that he asked for. Honestly if he didn't want the truth, which of all people he asked, me, he should know that I'm going to give him an honest opinion and I'm not going to worry if I hurt his feeling or not. Because best friends can usually do that.
Sometimes I feel like he's are worse than a girl. He needs to do us all a favor and stop being a little cry baby and GROW UP. I really don't think I can say it enough.
I'm not going to say anything to him, I'm not even going to apologize for saying the truth and my opinion. I didn't do anything wrong. And I happen to think that it is really fucked up that his girlfriend, who was once my best friend, wont talk to me now because he's mad at me.
I know this is mean, but he's pathetic. And he really makes me mad. I'm sure if this all blows over, everything will be fine for the rest of Senior year, but I can guarantee you we wont be friends after. I cant deal with how he is anymore. Its gets on my nerves. Everything has to be about him.
Not to mention that his sister who used to be my best friend now also hates me because of what I said. When a lot of people hate me for what I said. But I bet that they don't know that HE was the one that ASKED ME for MY OPINION. I'm sure he just told them all that I straight up I said something mean when I didn't.
But honestly it doesn't bother me. I don't really need him as a friend or any of the other people that are on 'his side' because I'm such a horrible person. I wont talk to them after this school year anyway. So no matter how this ends, it wont affect me.
Sorry everyone, just a rant I'm going on because I honestly came to the conclusion that I don't like my best friend. Let me rephrase that, I like him, just not the way he goes about certain things. But oh well. Not my problem anymore. I don't care, yet again I don't care about much.
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Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Monday, December 5, 2011
Day 4
I know I haven't blogged since Thursday. Ive been busy. Sue me, I actually have a life. But I'm tired so be thankful I'm doing this. For whoever somehow finds my writings.
Today is best friend. It actually took me a while to figure this one out. Simple for the fact I don't have any best friends. Other than my boyfriend, but he has no choice but to be my best friend. But after a talk today with someone, it made it very clear who it is.
dear ex:
dear girl I hate:
dear someone I love:
dear ex bestfriend:
dear bestfriend:
dear mom:
dear dad:
dear old me:
dear new me:
Bestfriend, what can I honestly say about you? I guess I could start with the reason and fact of why we are best friends. We're the perfect bestfriends because we view friendships the same exact way. We realize that we don't have to be shoved up each others ass 24/7 to be considered best friends. We realize that we have our own lives separate from each other, and we realize that we both have our own boyfriends so obvisoluly its hard for us to spend a lot of time talking other than when we're at school. That's the kind of friendship I loveeeeee. Maybe that's why me and you have lasted being friends for so long. That and well, maybe for the fact my mom actually likes you. :p Lets see, our beautiful friendship started all because of Ryan. :) I tried so hard to get you hooked up with him in 7th grade. Those we're the good years. I know even though we enjoy how everything is now-a-days, we would give anything to go back to 2007 when we were all still together. I love our friendship because even though we don't talk all the time when we do, its like nothing has changed and we're just picking up to where we left off. You're always there for me, and you understand me really well. Which is what I need in my life. I need people who understand me. I don't have time to explain myself. I love how we have our little lesbian ways, and how we believe that more than half the school thinks we're gay for each other because we're constantly grabbing one anothers private parts, but we do it for the fun. ;) This is our last year in school together and I really don't know what Im going to do without you.. I know you will only be a call away, but I'm scarred that we'll drift apart. But I know that it'll be okay, because I know that no matter what we'll just pick up to where we left off. Because that's what we do. We act like nothings changed and we just continue forward. I want you to know that no matter what I will always be here for you. I know you go through a lot in your life but if you ever need me, like I said each of us is only a call away. Well, we have 6 months left in school but I really feel like Im writing something that will go in your yearbook so its making me a little teary eyed (don't worry, what I write will be a million times better than this. That way every time you read it you cry, lol). But I need to end this before I start bawling my eyes out. We need to make this last 6 months count. We need to make it unforgettable like the rest of our friendship. We need to make it count.
I'll always be here when you need a friend. Love you forever, your bestfriend.
Today is best friend. It actually took me a while to figure this one out. Simple for the fact I don't have any best friends. Other than my boyfriend, but he has no choice but to be my best friend. But after a talk today with someone, it made it very clear who it is.
dear girl I hate:
dear someone I love:
dear bestfriend:
dear mom:
dear dad:
dear old me:
dear new me:
Bestfriend, what can I honestly say about you? I guess I could start with the reason and fact of why we are best friends. We're the perfect bestfriends because we view friendships the same exact way. We realize that we don't have to be shoved up each others ass 24/7 to be considered best friends. We realize that we have our own lives separate from each other, and we realize that we both have our own boyfriends so obvisoluly its hard for us to spend a lot of time talking other than when we're at school. That's the kind of friendship I loveeeeee. Maybe that's why me and you have lasted being friends for so long. That and well, maybe for the fact my mom actually likes you. :p Lets see, our beautiful friendship started all because of Ryan. :) I tried so hard to get you hooked up with him in 7th grade. Those we're the good years. I know even though we enjoy how everything is now-a-days, we would give anything to go back to 2007 when we were all still together. I love our friendship because even though we don't talk all the time when we do, its like nothing has changed and we're just picking up to where we left off. You're always there for me, and you understand me really well. Which is what I need in my life. I need people who understand me. I don't have time to explain myself. I love how we have our little lesbian ways, and how we believe that more than half the school thinks we're gay for each other because we're constantly grabbing one anothers private parts, but we do it for the fun. ;) This is our last year in school together and I really don't know what Im going to do without you.. I know you will only be a call away, but I'm scarred that we'll drift apart. But I know that it'll be okay, because I know that no matter what we'll just pick up to where we left off. Because that's what we do. We act like nothings changed and we just continue forward. I want you to know that no matter what I will always be here for you. I know you go through a lot in your life but if you ever need me, like I said each of us is only a call away. Well, we have 6 months left in school but I really feel like Im writing something that will go in your yearbook so its making me a little teary eyed (don't worry, what I write will be a million times better than this. That way every time you read it you cry, lol). But I need to end this before I start bawling my eyes out. We need to make this last 6 months count. We need to make it unforgettable like the rest of our friendship. We need to make it count.
I'll always be here when you need a friend. Love you forever, your bestfriend.
Friday, December 2, 2011
Day 3
I'm going to skip someone I love for the end. I have too much on my mind right now to attempt to write that one. So Ill go ahead and do Ex Bestfriend. It'll probably be a long one, so prepare yourself.
dear ex:
dear girl I hate:
dear someone I love:
dear ex bestfriend:
dear bestfriend:
dear mom:
dear dad:
dear old me:
dear new me:
You know, I wouldn't say that I really regret our friendship. I mean all in all, we had some really good times. But I guess the more you are around someone the better you get to know them, and I think that's what happened to us. Honestly I think if we were to be in a room together by ourselves, I'd probably try to murder you from all the shit that you've tried pulling in the past 3 years. You're an attention whore, and everything has to be about you 24/7. With all the rumors about my boyfriend (your ex, not the same girl from the girl I hate letter) you started, to the shit talking about me and all the other friends you've lost that have been my friend way before you've ever met them, you deserve all the shit that happens in your life. I'm sorry, and I know that's mean. How can someone go from being best friends to thinking something like that? Well, like I said, I feel like you just love to have everything about you, and when its not you find some way to make it about you. Its really not that cool. If you were at all smart, like I know that you actually are you'd realise that you have lost more than 5 friends within the past 5 years. If you would think about it, maybe that means there is something wrong with you and maybe you should change your attitude about somethings. The other day you got into a so called 'fight' at school. Personally (not even for the fact it was with my best friend) I wish you would have gotten the shit beat out of you. I think just one time someone needs to show you up. It wont be me. The drama I have with you is gone, and I could careless about you and the choices you make today. Its upsetting that things ended the way they did. And its not like it was over anything major, but I guess one thing led to another and things just started to build up. I really hope that as you get older you learn that you're life is what you make it and you don't always have to be involved in drama like you always are. I hope you grow up and become mature. Even though we are no longer friends and never will be, I hope you find you're way in this world and it ends up being everything and more for you.
From a friend you'll never get back due to everything.
dear girl I hate:
dear someone I love:
dear ex bestfriend:
dear bestfriend:
dear mom:
dear dad:
dear old me:
dear new me:
You know, I wouldn't say that I really regret our friendship. I mean all in all, we had some really good times. But I guess the more you are around someone the better you get to know them, and I think that's what happened to us. Honestly I think if we were to be in a room together by ourselves, I'd probably try to murder you from all the shit that you've tried pulling in the past 3 years. You're an attention whore, and everything has to be about you 24/7. With all the rumors about my boyfriend (your ex, not the same girl from the girl I hate letter) you started, to the shit talking about me and all the other friends you've lost that have been my friend way before you've ever met them, you deserve all the shit that happens in your life. I'm sorry, and I know that's mean. How can someone go from being best friends to thinking something like that? Well, like I said, I feel like you just love to have everything about you, and when its not you find some way to make it about you. Its really not that cool. If you were at all smart, like I know that you actually are you'd realise that you have lost more than 5 friends within the past 5 years. If you would think about it, maybe that means there is something wrong with you and maybe you should change your attitude about somethings. The other day you got into a so called 'fight' at school. Personally (not even for the fact it was with my best friend) I wish you would have gotten the shit beat out of you. I think just one time someone needs to show you up. It wont be me. The drama I have with you is gone, and I could careless about you and the choices you make today. Its upsetting that things ended the way they did. And its not like it was over anything major, but I guess one thing led to another and things just started to build up. I really hope that as you get older you learn that you're life is what you make it and you don't always have to be involved in drama like you always are. I hope you grow up and become mature. Even though we are no longer friends and never will be, I hope you find you're way in this world and it ends up being everything and more for you.
From a friend you'll never get back due to everything.
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