Day 3

I'm going to skip someone I love for the end. I have too much on my mind right now to attempt to write that one. So Ill go ahead and do Ex Bestfriend. It'll probably be a long one, so prepare yourself.

dear ex:
dear girl I hate:
dear someone I love:
dear ex bestfriend:
dear bestfriend:
dear mom:
dear dad:
dear old me:
dear new me:

You know, I wouldn't say that I really regret our friendship. I mean all in all, we had some really good times. But I guess the more you are around someone the better you get to know them, and I think that's what happened to us. Honestly I think if we were to be in a room together by ourselves, I'd probably try to murder you from all the shit that you've tried pulling in the past 3 years. You're an attention whore, and everything has to be about you 24/7. With all the rumors about my boyfriend (your ex, not the same girl from the girl I hate letter) you started, to the shit talking about me and all the other friends you've lost that have been my friend way before you've ever met them, you deserve all the shit that happens in your life. I'm sorry, and I know that's mean. How can someone go from being best friends to thinking something like that? Well, like I said, I feel like you just love to have everything about you, and when its not you find some way to make it about you. Its really not that cool. If you were at all smart, like I know that you actually are you'd realise that you have lost more than 5 friends within the past 5 years. If you would think about it, maybe that means there is something wrong with you and maybe you should change your attitude about somethings. The other day you got into a so called 'fight' at school. Personally (not even for the fact it was with my best friend) I wish you would have gotten the shit beat out of you. I think just one time someone needs to show you up. It wont be me. The drama I have with you is gone, and I could careless about you and the choices you make today. Its upsetting that things ended the way they did. And its not like it was over anything major, but I guess one thing led to another and things just started to build up. I really hope that as you get older you learn that you're life is what you make it and you don't always have to be involved in drama like you always are. I hope you grow up and become mature. Even though we are no longer friends and never will be, I hope you find you're way in this world and it ends up being everything and more for you.

From a friend you'll never get back due to everything.