Dont make me do something

Don't try to make me do something that I don't want to do.

I had a talk today with my friends sister. The one about the whole gay comment. Anyway, I don't know if I told you all this, but she was my good friend before all of this happened to. Anyway she came to school to hang out in 4rd period with him. I just sat there. I don't want anything to go down.

As I was working on the Senior Video (I'm the Editor for it. :)) She pulled a chair up beside me and started talking to me about it. She was mad with me, and still is a little bit. She said she knows that I'm outspoken. But I should have been a little nicer.

I don't know how many time I have to say that I understand what I said was a little mean. It''s not like it was purposely aimed to make him or anyone, for that matter, mad at me.

After she walked away and we said we were cool with each other, she asked me if I was going to apologize. I told her I would but that it would take time and I want things to get back to normal a little bit before I say anything.

Reasoning behind that, I don't want to say sorry. I feel like I haven't done wrong. Like I said, yea what I said was mean. But I'm not sorry for saying it. He asked, I told him.

After the school day ended my friend came up to me and said that he saw me and his sister talking, all I said was yeah she told me what she felt and I told her what I felt about the situation. Then he was like well, are you going to apologize.. Like wth, more than likely he will get his apology. Just stop pressuring me into trying to tell you. That's going to make me not want to tell you at all.

I don't know. I'm glad they had the balls to confront me about it and not try to do it over Facebook or whatever.

After talking to my best friend and boy friend, they think this is all stupid bullshit. That I shouldn't have to say sorry for anything. And that his sister shouldn't be pressuring me into doing anything.

I guess I'll just have to wait it out and see how things go.