Day 8

Im finally getting the chance to be on here for a while and write. I've missed it. And a couple of things have happened lately. I'll clue all of you in on a post about where I've been the last 2 weeks. Anyway, Im going to do a letter of course.

dear ex:
dear girl I hate:
dear someone I love:
dear ex bestfriend:
dear bestfriend:
dear mom:
dear dad:
dear old me:
dear new me:

Oh goodness. Its sad how you don't let people see how smart you are. You know that you are, but why don't you show it? People would probably accept you more if they knew. You're beautiful and you know it, but once again you don't show it. For someone who is as outspoken as you are, you figured you would be okay with yourself. But you aren't, you hide. Sure the only person that actually knows you for you is your boyfriend. But so many people enjoy you, so many people love who you are. And behind all the things you hide, they'll still love you. Just share yourself and open up, its okay. I know that you love to tell people how it is and take shit from no one. But sometimes that will get you in trouble. I know, you're not going to change your ways, too much has happened for that. But just remember try not to hurt the ones you love. You need to start believing in yourself. Because if you don't start no one will. You have amazing friends, and an amazing boyfriend. But don't take things for granted because things can change in an instant. I know you mean well, and so do all of the people you know. You're amazing, don't change.

Love, me.

Day 7

Oh goodness. I am so sorry I have been neglecting my blog. I dont do it on purpose! Its just I have so much going on. I'll inform all of you whats going on after this. Right now Im going to do a letter. I wanna hurry up and finish these.

dear ex:
dear girl I hate:d
ear someone I love:
dear ex bestfriend:
dear bestfriend:
dear mom:
dear dad:
dear old me:
dear new me:

Don't worry about what everyone else has to say to you. You're Beautiful beyond belief. Sure things right now aren't the greatest but I promise that it all gets better.  You'll lose the majority of your friends by your Senior year in high school but don't worry. You just know who is really there for you. Don't worry about finding a guy. You'll meet one hell of a guy who will change everything you could possibly believe in. Scary I know, but you'll be happy I promise you that. Try not to make mom too upset when you tell her you wasn't to move. She's is just looking out for you. And try not to hate the world so much. There tons of people out there who are full of shit. Try being a little nicer to people. Sure you'll be one to speak your mind, whether or not you believe it. But sometimes words can hurt people. You wont care for a while. But you'll understand when the time comes. People will lie to you, a lot. But you know when they are. Trust me you'll be good at looking into things and knowing the truth for yourself. Try not to want to grow up so fast. Things get harder than you can imagine. Don't lose sight of your goals and dreams. You may not know what you want to do now, but you will in a couple of years. And its something you enjoy doing. Don't let anyone tell you anything about yourself. You are you, and that's that. You're an amazing person and people will love you. Don't change for nobody.

Forever, you.