Lets see, I don't even know where I would start with this or why I would even start a blog. I guess just to write, to get things out that I don't want to share on Facebook, because I would prefer not everyone to know my life. But then why have a blog? Correct? I don't know, I guess that I would just feel more comfortable sharing my life with strangers than the people that actually know me.
What do you even write in a blog? My friend Trevor has one, and he talks about everything. But that's because he has so much knowledge about everything and he has so many problems (sorry Trevor if you ever read this) he can just post post post and never get tired of it. He made me decided to actually start a blog. But as I sit here and type this all I can think of is what will I be writing next? What will make other people want to ever read my blog, if anyone even finds it to read? What is it that people would like to read about me, or from what happens in my life? I cold write about my relationship with my boyfriend. But who would want to read about a teenagers relationship and how in love she is with him? I could write about the problems I have with my mother, but who wants to hear a teenager whine and complain about a life she should be thankful she has? I could write about my senior year adventures and all the exciting things I will do and never forget. But lets face it, where I live there is nothing to do so that would be a story ending quickly. I could write about all 3 of those things since that would be what consumes my life and then just hope for the best. Maybe that's what Ill do. And maybe no one will ever read, maybe a bunch of people read. I guess all I can do is hope for the best.
I'm gonna stick to this blogging thing. I kind of like it. Its nice to just write, get everything out and talk (type), since I have the problem of talking to people or just sharing my feelings in general. Sure, other people will see it but, I see it more as of talking to a computer. Yeah, I guess that would make me sound a little bit weird. Oh well though. We all are in our own little ways.
Hm, what more could I write here to make all you more interested in my blog other than me just talking about how I hope you all read it. I guess I could just start with the basics of my life and tell you a brief summary of what Ill more than likely be writing.
Well, I'm a Senior in High School and I couldn't be more excited. Yeah, in a couple of years I would be begging to go back, but right now, I just wish it would all end. I'm tired of seeing the people that I hate, tired of all the drama, tired of all the worrying about grades. Yeah, Ill be going to college (hopefully) and I will have to worry about a majority of the stuff there to, but I feel like it will be a much better experience than High School.
My boyfriend. I guess you could say that I'll more than likely post about him a lot. Not that I want to or anything but just for the fact that he's basically everything to me, and I spend most of my time with him. We've been dating for 7 months. I know 7 months and he's everything to me, and I spend all of my time with him, you all must think I'm crazy or something. The thing is though, we've been best friends for 5 years before we dated. We've been through more problems than I could ever imagine going through with somebody. But honestly, I'm glad its been with him though. I know I'm getting mushy about it. But when you've known or been apart of someones life for that long you get mushy. Most importantly, you fall in love. Another blog, another day, I just might tell the things we've gone through. But lets just hope he never finds out that I decided to run a blog and talk about him. He might not care, then yet again you never know. One day I might just show him this, I just might.
The problems Ive had with my mother I've had for just about as long as I can remember. Sure when I was 7 I didn't have problems with her. I think it would have started when I hit 6th grade so that means I would have been about 12 years old. Sure you can sit there and say that's the age around when kids start to have problems with their parents. But I'm 17 now, and nothing has changed, I still don't like her, once again sure I'm just a teenager, but I have the feeling that it will be like this for a long time, if not forever. I sometimes get the feeling that Ill end up like her and her mother. She doesn't talk to my grandmother at all. As a matter of fact I always get this strange feeling that she hates her for the childhood that she had. You figured since my mom knows that I don't like her, she wold do something different but she doesn't. You think she would have in the back of her mind that I'll probably be like her when it come to that when I'm older. I wont want anything to do with her. Oh well, she did it to herself. Thank goodness when December 14th comes around she cant tell me what to do. Sure her house her rules. But all of my other brothers and sisters were told that when they turned 18 they could do whatever, and they did. Seeing as I'm the youngest, I herd all of this. And I will raise hell if its not the same for me.
I feel like Ive talked about myself enough within this blog. And I don't have much of anything else to say, everything else just deserves its own blog when the time comes to talk about it.
Good bye for now.
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